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Voyager - February
2008
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The Search
Ankur
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As the sun was
setting on a beautiful day, a Zen master and his followers were returning to
their village from a day out in the forest when they came across an old woman on
her hands and knees in the road just outside her small house.
‘What are you
doing?’ they asked.
‘I am looking
for a needle that I dropped’ she replied, ‘but I have already been searching for
an hour without success.’
‘There are many
of us, maybe we can help you find it before the light fades’ one of them
offered. ‘Can you tell me exactly where you lost it and we can start looking
there?
‘Oh… I was
hoping you wouldn’t ask that!’ replied the old woman. ‘Because, to be honest, I
lost it inside my house.’
‘Then why on
earth are you searching for it out here in the road?’ a follower asked in
amazement.
‘Well it is too
dark to see inside my house, so I will never find it in there. At least outside
I can see well, so it is easy to look for it.’
The followers
were stunned. They had always thought the old woman a little strange and this
just proved it beyond all doubt. They left her to her madness and chuckled to
themselves at her stupidity as they carried on walking back to their village.
But before long their master stopped them:
‘You laugh at
her, but don’t you see that is exactly what you are doing’ he said. ‘You spend
your lives seeking your truth, but in your blind desperation you only look on
the outside: in your possessions, in your activities, in the presence of others.
But you must know that you didn’t lose it there, that it has never has been
there and that you will never find it there. But in your craziness you just
carry on searching in the wrong places. No matter how difficult it may seem, you
too must search inside for your truth, for that is where you left it.’
Ankur (adapted
from a Zen story)
© Ankur 2008
Ankur made the transformation from Bank Manager to Spiritual Coach during a seven-year journey, through over 50 countries.
This inner path of self-discovery and awareness led to a new life, free from the
constraints and conditioning he had previously believed to be himself, and
brought a connection with the Joy, Peace, Love and Fulfilment that is his true
self. He is qualified in Life Coaching, NLP, Time Line Therapy and
Enlightenment / Awareness Intensive Work (the search for true self).